This Can't be One of Them - Fan-Mix
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theinsaneeraserTitle: This Can't be One of Them
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Rating: PG-13
Genre: Au, Dark, schmoop!
Pairing: Gabriel/Sam
Other Character: Lucifer, Raven, Crowley
Spoilers: Nope, nada, non-existant X3 (aside from the story)
Warnings: None really, aisde from a song or two being dark.
Notes: Thanks to miya_tenaka for the beautiful art! 
Tracklist
1. Take me Under – Three Days Grace [Gabriel]
Flashes of smoke, laughter and fear raced through his mind and he shook his head to be rid of them.
Push me under
Pull me further
Take me all the way
Take me all the way
2. The Sharpest Lives – My Chemical Romance [Gabriel & Lucifer]
“I am sorry little brother.” Lucifer whispered in his ear and then the pain was back as Lucifer gripped onto another piece, tearing it out and letting it drop to the floor, only this time he didn’t pause, he grabbed at another, not giving him any time to rest, to adjust.
This alone, you're in time for the show
You're the one that I need, I'm the one that you loathe
You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose
'Cause I love all the poison away with the boys in the band
3. Locked & Loaded – AC/DC [Dean, Raven and Sam]
“I am here to speak to your brother.” She looked at Sam who blinked and opened his mouth, but shut it as she raised her hand. “Yes, this is about Gabriel.”
Who ya gonna blame when the man calls time
And the clock runs down and your soul is mine
And how ya gonna pray when ya hands are tied
And you look in my face and you know I lied
4. Crash and Burn – Savage Garden [Crowley and Gabriel]
“Yessss, that issss correct. Ssshe invited me.” Crowley coiled up his arm to drape around his shoulders. “I heard you were here and wisssshed to ssssee you.”
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore
5. We are the Ones – Melissa Etheridge [Crowley, Gabriel, Raven]
“Reminissscing in old timessss.” Crowley hissed softly as he bobbed his head back and forth with some laughter.
Finding out our past has been denied
Now we can tell our story and start to question why
Climbing out from under fear
6. Skin and Bones – Mariana’s Trench [Balthazar/Castiel hinted]
“His name is Balthazar, he is an old friend. He… knows about the Orb and has agreed to help us.”
“You Castiel, I agreed to help you.” Balthazar corrected and Sam could understand his frustration.
So no one hears anything anymore
Mirrors lie to me, tell me you can see
Maybe you won't be able to recognize me now
I know you can feel all the things you steal
And you're taking, you're taking it
7. Personal Jesus – Marylin Manson [Crowley, Gabriel]
Crowley’s fingers continued to ease the tension and pain in his wings as he groomed him, keeping quiet as Gabriel cried, his shoulders shaking.
Your own Personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who cares
Your own Personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who's there
8. The Candy Man – Sammy Davis, Jr [Sam, Anthony Gardler]
“Hello and welcome to Mr. Dukes Candy, how can I help you?” he asked, his voice lined with age, as he popped what looked to be a gummy bear into his mouth.
Who can take a rainbow, wrap it in a sigh
Soak it in the sun and make a groovy lemon pie
The Candy Man, the Candy Man can
The Candy Man can 'cause he mixes it with love and makes the world taste good
9. Crash & Burn – Lifehouse [Sam & Gabriel’s Grace]
He was standing one moment, the next he felt like he was falling in slow motion, like he was caught in molasses.
And if I fall and crash and burn
At least we both know that I tried
10. Truly, Madly, Deeply – Savage Garden [Gabriel/Sam]
He followed the tug and buried his face in the humans chest and his body shook with tears. “I’m sorry Sammy, so sorry, I wont leave you, not again I promise.”
I will be strong, I will be faithful
'Cause I'm counting on
A new beginnin'
A reason for livin'
A deeper meanin', yea
11. Epiphany - Stained [Dean and Sam]
“It won’t kill you, to tell Cas that you like him, you know.” Dean opened his mouth to protest and Sam held up a hand. “You don’t hide it very well, and it’s obvious he likes you as well.”
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
12. Merry You – Glee Cast Version [Alex, Bal, Cas, Dean, Sam]
People were starting to flow into the room – dressed in their formal wear, aside from the Bride and Groom who were in more formal wear – fancy sweaters and tight fitting clean-pressed jeans.
Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,
No one will know,
Come on girl.
Who cares if we're trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,
Shots of patron,
And it's on girl.
13. Hey Juliet – LMNT [Alex/Veronica – one-sided, Alex]
“How long?” He asked and she jumped turning to look at him.
“Wha…”
“How long have you been in love with Veronica?”
Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe some day
You and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
14. Signs of Life – Lifehouse [Gabriel]
“When Lucifer took my Grace, when he tore it out…” he rubbed at his temples. “I don’t know everything, some things are fuzzy, and I’m blocking some of it out now…”
A heart that's been buried in the ground
Can't break if it's never found
I spent so much time digging that grave
And even if it's pain that I feel
At least I know that it's real
I'd rather be broken than afraid
Bonus: Listen to Your Heart (slow verson) – DHT [Cas/Bal – one-sided Bal]
Balthazar stared down at his finger’s like he’d rather be anywhere else but here, but the way he kept eyeing Castiel and the way Castiel was avoiding his look completely, was suspicious.
Listen to your heart
When he's calling for you
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why
But listen to your heart
Before you tell him goodbye
1. Take me Under – Three Days Grace [Gabriel]
Flashes of smoke, laughter and fear raced through his mind and he shook his head to be rid of them.
Push me under
Pull me further
Take me all the way
Take me all the way
2. The Sharpest Lives – My Chemical Romance [Gabriel & Lucifer]
“I am sorry little brother.” Lucifer whispered in his ear and then the pain was back as Lucifer gripped onto another piece, tearing it out and letting it drop to the floor, only this time he didn’t pause, he grabbed at another, not giving him any time to rest, to adjust.
This alone, you're in time for the show
You're the one that I need, I'm the one that you loathe
You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose
'Cause I love all the poison away with the boys in the band
3. Locked & Loaded – AC/DC [Dean, Raven and Sam]
“I am here to speak to your brother.” She looked at Sam who blinked and opened his mouth, but shut it as she raised her hand. “Yes, this is about Gabriel.”
Who ya gonna blame when the man calls time
And the clock runs down and your soul is mine
And how ya gonna pray when ya hands are tied
And you look in my face and you know I lied
4. Crash and Burn – Savage Garden [Crowley and Gabriel]
“Yessss, that issss correct. Ssshe invited me.” Crowley coiled up his arm to drape around his shoulders. “I heard you were here and wisssshed to ssssee you.”
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore
5. We are the Ones – Melissa Etheridge [Crowley, Gabriel, Raven]
“Reminissscing in old timessss.” Crowley hissed softly as he bobbed his head back and forth with some laughter.
Finding out our past has been denied
Now we can tell our story and start to question why
Climbing out from under fear
6. Skin and Bones – Mariana’s Trench [Balthazar/Castiel hinted]
“His name is Balthazar, he is an old friend. He… knows about the Orb and has agreed to help us.”
“You Castiel, I agreed to help you.” Balthazar corrected and Sam could understand his frustration.
So no one hears anything anymore
Mirrors lie to me, tell me you can see
Maybe you won't be able to recognize me now
I know you can feel all the things you steal
And you're taking, you're taking it
7. Personal Jesus – Marylin Manson [Crowley, Gabriel]
Crowley’s fingers continued to ease the tension and pain in his wings as he groomed him, keeping quiet as Gabriel cried, his shoulders shaking.
Your own Personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who cares
Your own Personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who's there
8. The Candy Man – Sammy Davis, Jr [Sam, Anthony Gardler]
“Hello and welcome to Mr. Dukes Candy, how can I help you?” he asked, his voice lined with age, as he popped what looked to be a gummy bear into his mouth.
Who can take a rainbow, wrap it in a sigh
Soak it in the sun and make a groovy lemon pie
The Candy Man, the Candy Man can
The Candy Man can 'cause he mixes it with love and makes the world taste good
9. Crash & Burn – Lifehouse [Sam & Gabriel’s Grace]
He was standing one moment, the next he felt like he was falling in slow motion, like he was caught in molasses.
And if I fall and crash and burn
At least we both know that I tried
10. Truly, Madly, Deeply – Savage Garden [Gabriel/Sam]
He followed the tug and buried his face in the humans chest and his body shook with tears. “I’m sorry Sammy, so sorry, I wont leave you, not again I promise.”
I will be strong, I will be faithful
'Cause I'm counting on
A new beginnin'
A reason for livin'
A deeper meanin', yea
11. Epiphany - Stained [Dean and Sam]
“It won’t kill you, to tell Cas that you like him, you know.” Dean opened his mouth to protest and Sam held up a hand. “You don’t hide it very well, and it’s obvious he likes you as well.”
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
12. Merry You – Glee Cast Version [Alex, Bal, Cas, Dean, Sam]
People were starting to flow into the room – dressed in their formal wear, aside from the Bride and Groom who were in more formal wear – fancy sweaters and tight fitting clean-pressed jeans.
Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,
No one will know,
Come on girl.
Who cares if we're trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,
Shots of patron,
And it's on girl.
13. Hey Juliet – LMNT [Alex/Veronica – one-sided, Alex]
“How long?” He asked and she jumped turning to look at him.
“Wha…”
“How long have you been in love with Veronica?”
Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe some day
You and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
14. Signs of Life – Lifehouse [Gabriel]
“When Lucifer took my Grace, when he tore it out…” he rubbed at his temples. “I don’t know everything, some things are fuzzy, and I’m blocking some of it out now…”
A heart that's been buried in the ground
Can't break if it's never found
I spent so much time digging that grave
And even if it's pain that I feel
At least I know that it's real
I'd rather be broken than afraid
Bonus: Listen to Your Heart (slow verson) – DHT [Cas/Bal – one-sided Bal]
Balthazar stared down at his finger’s like he’d rather be anywhere else but here, but the way he kept eyeing Castiel and the way Castiel was avoiding his look completely, was suspicious.
Listen to your heart
When he's calling for you
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why
But listen to your heart
Before you tell him goodbye
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