theinsaneeraser

After five million different story trials and errors, I finally came up with this idea, while on vacation at a friends, who helped me come up with this idea. Also, Vancouver had a lot of help in the fights scene in this fic, because I thought a fight scene on a sky train, I want! So, I wrote it.

This was written in the summer, hence the Dean/Cas... but I assure you, I still don't ship it anymore!

I would also like to state that the sex scene between Sam and Gabriel is the sappiest sex scene I have ever written; I hope you all enjoyed it!

As for the musical ‘episode’, that is all in thanks to the Musical episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer ‘Once More with Feeling’ and yeah, I sort of love that TV series! The songs have been altered to fit the characters and situations better, but I did hot-link to the originals!

Thank you’s go out a lot to my beta

saralizzie and

gedry,

iantosgal,

starsoblivion,

angeltrenchcoat,

moonlan,

kimisgirl and

casiedearestfic for their support!

Lyrics for “Life is a Song and it’s Rubbish.”

Leaving On a Jet Plane – Aerosmith (Airport Couple)

Man: Oh kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you'll wait for me,
Hold me like you never let me go.
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,
I don't know when I'll be back again,
Oh babe, I hate to go.

But I'm leaving on a jet plane,
I don't know when I'll be back again,
Oh babe, I hate to go.
But I'm leaving on a jet plane,
Tellers: Leaving on a jet plane,
Leaving on a jet plane,
Leaving on a jet plane,
Leaving on a jet plane,
Leaving on a jet plane,
Leaving on a jet plane,
Leaving on a jet plane,
Man: On a jet plane.

You Belong With Me – Taylor Swift (Cas)

Cas: You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear dress-shirts
She's at home and I'm right behind you
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear dress shoes
She's at home and I'm right behind you
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your Impala
All this time how could you not know?
Dean, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my rescue in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favourite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your Impala
All this time, how could you not know?
Dean, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

Angels or Devils – Dishwalla (Gabriel/Crowley)

Gabriel: this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

Both: the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

Crowley: this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

Both: the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

Crowley: if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
Gabriel: take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
Both: be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

Dare You To Move – Switchfoot (Bobby/Cas/Sam)

Cas: Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
What happens next?

All Three: I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before

Bobby: Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be

All Three: I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened

Sam: Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

All Three: I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before

Have a Nice Day – Bon Jovi (Dean)

Dean: Why, you wanna tell me how to live my life?
Who, are you to tell me if it's black or white?
Cas, can you hear me? Try to understand.
Is innocence the difference between a boy and a man?
My daddy lived the lie, it's just the price that he paid.
Sacrificed his life, just slavin' away.

Ohhh, if there's one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face,
I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day

Take a look around you; nothing's what it seems
We're living in the broken home of hopes and dreams,
Let me be the first to shake a helping hand.
Anybody brave enough to take a stand,
I've knocked on every door, on every dead end street,
Looking for forgiveness,
what's left to believe?

Ohhh, if there's one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face,
I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day.

Ohhh, if there's one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face,
I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day.

When The world keeps trying, to drag me down,
I've gotta raise my hands, gonna stand my ground.
Well I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day
Have A Nice Day

Your Body Is a Wonderland – John Mayer (Gabriel/Sam)

Gabriel: We got the afternoon
You got this room for two
One thing I've left to do
Discover me
Discovering you

One mile to every inch of
Your skin like porcelain
One pair of candy lips and
Your bubblegum tongue

Both: And if you want love
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland

Sam: Something 'bout the way your hair falls in your face
I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase
You tell me where to go and
Though I might leave to find it
I'll never let your head hit the bed
Without my hand behind it

Both: you want love?
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland

Gabriel: Damn baby
You frustrate me
Sam: I know you're mine all mine all mine
But you look so good it hurts sometimes

Both: Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonderland

Crash and Burn – Savage Garden (All Four)

Dean: When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
Cas: I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

All: Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

Gabriel: When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
Sam: With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

All: Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

Crowley: 'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again
Bobby: When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

All: Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone